| Im stuck between a rock and a hard place. the dreams explain my heart. more than my head. Where did i go wrong? I just want the truth. Id rather be with you, just say the same thing too.. I miss the sound of your voice, i miss the pulse on your skin. i hate to remember the words you breathed out. If i called your name would you come? Im dreaming with a broken heart. Giving up is still the hardest part.
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| The trees leaves are changing color. Memories race into my mind. Memories i want to forget, but wont ever erase. This was our time. This was our magic. We had each other for warmth. You were very special You treated me like an angel. Now look where weve ended up.
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| The leaves are changing again. Finally the thoughts of you are no longer here. Your out of the picture and ive never felt so free.
I want the truth. What is it about me that had you with me? What did i do to deserve such an angel? You were in love with me. What made you fall.. because i need to clear the air.
I need to be free. Free once again to give my heart out without fear.
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| i cant stop thinkin of what i want in love and life you just fit the picture
So today ive been thinking. and i think ill write, so here it goes:
Im struggling. Struggling to see anything but your face. Your eyes send me into a trance that i refuse to break. I stare at your hands wishing you were holding mine. The scent on your clothes instantly removes all the pain. If perfection knew a definition, it would be you. Im crying. Crying to the heavens to make me yours. Vowing to cater to every inch of you. Nestling myself into your grip and never letting go. Watching you, confirms your an angel. You never ever cease to amaze me in the least bit. Every night at 11:11 ill wish for you. Im floating. Floating on thoughts of you. Every word you speak has my body limp. One look changes my entire mood. I dream of you, and every dream is heaven. I could be yours, giving you real love, if given the chance.
this certainly isnt the first and wont be the last.
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| What do you do when the person you were ready to give yourself too doesnt want you anymore. he is a broken man. destroyed by all the wrong women. Inside you know that you could give him better.
What do you do when you know you could have filled his every dream? You were willing to go out of your way for him. You considered something you were determined against for only him. you would have stood on your head just to make him smile.
What do you do when someone says they still care, but want nothing to do with you? It hurts, but not as much as before. you only hope that he sees that you are a gem in the rough.
What can you do to make him see you? And really see you. for you. How can you ever make a man fall in love? and really fall in love. why cant he fall in love with you.
ill love him secretly forever.
23:48] adsallstar8 (Billy): lol [23:48] adsallstar8 (Billy): you do have mezmorizing eyes [23:48] soccergrly2004: you think [23:49] adsallstar8 (Billy): I know
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